I am me i hate you.... i hate you so  fucking much  y dont you  just die

yeah u im talking to you the same one reading this y  dont u just choke on your own spit and just die

Life never seems to  go the way  i want  it to no matter how i plan and tyr it never does

Man life really knows how to fuck me over........................ I  just really hope that  one day the plans ive heard from someone close to me really work out i really hope so

I DON'T  KNOW IF THEY WILL....... DON'T SEE IT HAPPENING .....But who knows it just  mite

Man I NEED to get to a better place a place where there aint all this stress and pain and hardship

Death may be the answer..... Like that kid who killed him self in (wondering) where was it again.....oh welll some where in JA....

Life is  boring

Work is boring

Sex is .......who am i kidding sex is great 

I hate where i am in life now  i may never pass here and if i dont i am sure that i will not be able to handle it.

200% sure i will  not be able to handle being like this for the rest of mylife.

I HOPE U KNOW HOW TO FIX THIS......... CAUSE IM RUNNIG OUT OF IDEAS